Sincerely, faithfully, yours!

They say, a picture is worth a thousand words. I'm gonna paint one for you now. Imagine, a river of love and affection and all the help humanly possible that you can get. You're a tree by the river bank. Among the several trees and bushes, the river chose you to shower its love on.

People need you, you're the protector and provider for the masses. The river is but a mere service provider to everyone including you. But you're not invincible. The river can support you, to help you grow stronger and get the glory you so rightly deserve. The river is only looking out for you, so you can reach the greatest heights.

Let me be your river, I ask truthfully, sincerely. I will always be yours, faithfully.

This one's for you Poo!

Supposedly! :)

Sweet sorrow...

Music makes me wander. It often makes me wonder. What's really going on in that tiny head, whats really cooking in that cozy heart. Imagining things that aren't there, wishing for things quite impossible. It's a song, a melody, a plea for help, a prayer for everything to go right again. The thing that's complicated is there isnt anything wrong. A puzzle, nothing obsessive, nothing too harsh, just without a way out.

Kiss me out of this sweet sorrow, of knowing you gotta get out, of the will to stay back some more and look on, into the unknown, into the nothingness. Its just a feeling, a passing phase. A lil bit limitless. Reverie or reality. A strange comfort and misery of helplessness to fight trivialities. Such is life when you're not too busy. A knock on the door, is that you there? Thank you, I'm delighted to be out of here.

Your lil gal :)

Baby gal, my swt baby gal - I'm still all that and a lil bit more. Hope you remember. We found love in a hopeless place as Rihanna would say. Those were wonderful times, they still are, but with some testing times to scare us on the way.

All the times of treading fire and storms, all the times of merry weather and giggles, all the times of expectations and dreams coming true, all the happy moments we created and all the hassles we got each other into - Dont you wanna relive it, make some more memorable minutes for us to remember and cherish? You say yes and I promise I'll be there whether you see me or not, to hold your back in case you fall. I promise there will me more glee than all the tears I used to be made of. I promise to make you smile :)

Quiet determination.

Thou ar't evading me enough. All these years gone by, unskilled and dirt swept. I proclaim an end to this non existential existence.
Do something with your life dear child, that means more to you than it ever has, something in the direction of your life. Nothing that merely gets you by. Quit the cycle of loving and losing because you didnt try hard enough, or didnt try at all.
The world is your oyster and I know you desire these very dearly and ernestly. You've got what it takes, you're God's blessed one. Do what you have to today, you will not be lost for long. Gleeful rewards await on the other side of this chasm called distance and separation. But the chasm is teaching you to swim, to navigate and negotiate, to choose your terms and test yourself like the only time you can. Make the best of it. Come out of it a winner that you already are on the inside. Let your true self shine. Let that begin now!

Detour!

Rearrange the thoughts in my head, cuz its driving me insane. The thoughts that I cant be someone, that I cant be somewhere right this minute, that I dont have what it takes, that I wanna flee, that I wanna get back where I belong. Where you are...

Get out get out get out!

You're here, always where I need you, when I need you. Its the truth. Tell me it is. Isnt it? Say yes. YES! You're here. I'll be fine, this needs to be done. We'll do it well. Thanks good earth that these holes of light are there in the voids of darkness. Thanks for the hope and the glimpses of faith. I believe in you. I believe this is right. Hope you do too.

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