Uh..huh..ya!

Friends! Wat do these seven letters signify for me!? Uh I'll keep that for another day. Just get this! I hold my friends in high regard. Friends, one expects to be with u when u need em, even if its just to talk, its mostly that and almost never a huge favor!

Deep down, you know they care too. But when they dont care enough to show you that they care, it doesnt matter at all that they care! When your concern goes unrequited, it just leaves one big gap of sad wonder and pangs of unwantedness!

It just hurts! A lot!

The power of sms!

I've had some of my best realisations, the most amazing thoughts and dreams shared, the most i've opened up and the bestestestest conversations thru sms! Sadly, the most depressing misunderstandings too! Yeah thats right, all cliches and superlatives! It really had been a way for me to connect with so many people in ways I didnt know was possible, I've gotten much closer to people I already know..and have loadsa friends who share my thoughts.I even realised I could be funny!;)



The pitfalls,uh sting! People dont get things the way you intended them to get, you dont either when someone else is doing the talking.Somethings really beautiful start to turn sour! If only there is an orange light, a warning sign which tells u when to stop or slow down or switch to somethin else or just stop! Did i say it already!? Uh..



Turns out there is!You know how your mom always told u, too much is never too good! If you really need to communicate something, and it just has to be done at that very instant, the smses, cheap that they are, are very tempting, but just stop wondering about the change left in your pocket and make a call! Just make a freakin call! Sure, you cant read the call over and over again or save it, but its more personal.Shows you care.So, if u really do care,CALL!



And, my beloved sms, I dont hate you! I just wont rely on you when things mean the world to me and I'm willing to bet the moon on it! Your existence is necessary, maybe even crucial to some.Your power wont fade!:)

Pieces of me..

These are bits of an sms conversation i had with a friend, one night..

"hey somethin went thru my mind two days ago.For the first time, I'm somehow comfortable with everything.
Remember the time, you were tellin me you felt like bein with someone..and I said, I do too..Well, it kinda sunk in that I cant be me all the time with everyone ,except me.I'm so gonna dream about someone and miss em but I'm so so so okay with them not being here.them or anyone else!

It feels great! I'm still self absorbed, probably more than before, if you think about it. But, no more having the lowest of lows cuz of not having a dream come true...I think I'm beginning to see and accept how life works and be contented with it..Maybe, happy even!"

"ok, so if you mean that I'm not gonna try harder cuz i just start accepting things the way they are,well...I didnt say I'll stop dreaming and running after my dreams.Just that i'll stop sulking..Less than usual.

I dont know if this is just a phase or I've finally learnt to detach myself from some things, making predictions come true.I'm just finally ok with not having anyone around .It doesnt mean I wont ever feel like it, but I know now, more so than before, that life is because of the people around you, but also because of how you are when you're with em..If its not goin well, I'd rather be alone than be on a lookout all the time!"

But, it doesnt mean I'm being someone else now, just to be able to fit in...i'm myself with everyone but the realisation takes it a notch higher! :)